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[27 May 2007|10:20pm] |
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Wow, it's been forever since I have posted on this...and really the only reason I am is because not every one I know has a myspace and I have actually recieved emails from people I was in groups with and/or talked to daily asking me wtf I was doing with my life....and the answer is as simple as a picture so here ya go....
 and so yeah I am also working on getting my job back at the county. The application process is bitchin and lengthy but the pay, the benefits and the way the schedule works is totally worth it. Zach and I are working hard to do right by this baby and I think we really will do it. Hardships and All. And yes...believe it or not he is putting as much effort into this as I am!!!
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[27 May 2007|10:20pm] |
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Wow, it's been forever since I have posted on this...and really the only reason I am is because not every one I know has a myspace and I have actually recieved emails from people I was in groups with and/or talked to daily asking me wtf I was doing with my life....and the answer is as simple as a picture so here ya go....
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| More pics, I love pics. |
[10 Jun 2006|05:23pm] |
 Me and the one who has my heart
Me and my Girlfriend.
You will probably never see this again, Me bo Zach n Ashleigh all dressed up for Tracys Wedding....Was a good time.
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[02 May 2006|02:25am] |
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Marajuana ( i really do NOT care if i spelled that wrong) in small doses, after about a month of not being near the shit, get's u reaaaaaaaaalllllly high.
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[30 Apr 2006|04:15pm] |
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HOLY SHIT I DID YARD WORK....AND HAD FUN!!! Im not as LAZY as I appear to be!!!! go me!!!!
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| Happy easter |
[03 Apr 2006|09:59pm] |
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Zach got felt up by the easter bunny....guess who is getting an extra basket this year?!?!?!?
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| I cried.... |
[26 Mar 2006|04:51pm] |
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am I the only one who cried like a baby when Babe gave her vows to J.R.?
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| Im bitching big time here |
[06 Mar 2006|03:27am] |
I'm going to admit something to every one here tonight....and u can call me stupid all you want but its the truth....
For the first time in my life I am motivated to lose weight....not just for my self but for the guy...sure okay chances are it wont happen...but who knows, he's worth it.
Oh yeah another confession.....
I cannot make every one happy at the same time...it's damned near impossible. Im focusing on my happiness and my two best friends' happiness...so the rest of u who think that ur happiness is some how my problem or my responsibility FUCK OFF.
For once in my life Im NOT listening to all of you when you tell me Im being stupid. Fuck it. It might seem stupid to you, but every thing I say and everything I do makes sense to me. If I keep listening to you guys I could miss out on my dream.
I'm done thinking every little thing through. I'm living for the moment, consequenses be damned. (minus work...I need the money to live for the moment) I'm starting to face my biggest fears and Zach n Julie are helping me with that wether or not they know it.
I'm following my heart....to the fullest this time. If I get hurt this time, oh well, atleast I'll know I did and tried everything in my power to make it happen.
I cant be the one who gives or offeres every one the one thing they need...I was a fool for thinking I could....the "chosen one" (for lack of a better term) know who they are, and if they don't they are retarded. Just incase...here are a few hints to who u are...I do everything in my power to be there for you, to see you, and to talk to you. There is nothing u can ask for that I wont do my damnest to attempt to help you with....
Work...I love my job...I seriously do. I love my boss and my coworkers...but I need to relax and not worry about it 24/7 I don't have my own store, its not my responsibility. I'll worry when some one calls and says Chrissy, I need your help. I wont turn my back on u guys if u really need me and I am able to help...but if I cant..Im sorry, there is usually a good reason....
Things I miss...I miss my boys. That sounds horrible, but its not what u think. I miss living with Anthony, Chris, Mat, and hell even Cathrine. And well might as well say ralphy cause he was there just as much as any one else. That was one of the best times in my life. I felt useful and appreciated...if us girls did the laundry we got thanked. Mat even made me breakfast one morning and paid my way to see rent...trust me, that didnt go unappreciated.
Parents. I bitch a lot about them. The set of parents I live with bitch at me for every little thing, even about the person I love, (tho thats getting better lol). They don't trust me and they have no reason not to. They expect the worst from me, when all I do is try my best. I love them very much, today was a great day with them, spent the whole day with them, but still.
Dad and Becky I dont get to see enough of...thats my own fault really. But I love them and Miss them. I can talk to them and not be judged. They know me. Becky, my step mom, knows me better than my own mother. Y u ask....it's simple. She listens to me when I talk, and doesnt give me one sided, bias responses or advice, and has never once said " I told you so"
Jr. My 16yr old neighbor...I love him to death...hes a great kid...but dont treat me like a neighbor and good friend one minute then run ur mouth the next.....
i warned u i was bitching.....
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| My oh-so-eventful day |
[17 Feb 2006|10:30pm] |
So anyway....
Had my "surgery" today. I went in my pink warm jammies. Felt like ass most of the day cause the anastetic stays in your system for awhile. Slept most of the day and I still feel exhausted. The Endoscopy/Biopsy wasnt all bad in it's self. Felt like i had been scraped inside my chest from where he took the biopsy.(my esphogas...yeah yeah I cant spell so bite me) But turns out on top of the gaulbladder issues I also have gastritus and acid reflux. I swear im a 22yr old trapped in a 50yr olds body.
I reccomend anastetic to anyone lol. I woke up and felt high as a kite. I dont remember going to sleep. I remember looking at this white thing that had a big medical term written on it in black letters and trying to pronounce it in my head and then doctor faber starting to sit down and wanting to say get outta my way I cant read the white thing (i dont think I said it) but the next thing i remember i was being wheeled outta the room and I was talking to the nursing student who got to watch my proceedure...I dont remember the short trip from the endoscopy room back to my cubical but the next thing i remember after that was that gawd-awful blood pressure cup squeezing my arm. (that stupid thing did that every 10minutes for about 40 minutes) Doctors said I woke up running my yapper....(gee who would have guessed) but like I said...I felt soooo high lol. Anyways from there mom n me went to my store (while im still in my pink jammies) and I smoked a cigarette with my boss and then went in and got a breakfast sammich. Dude i was so hungry, I hadnt eaten in 15hours....dont keep a fat gurl from her food lol. Anyways my Budweiser man was there....so in all my pink jammie glory I greeted him with "'Mornin gorgeous" (prolly spelled that wrong too) ahhh that anastetic man...made me so LOOOOPY.
Okay. Yeah. I think Im done boring you. You had to be really bored to read that stuff. Imma go and prolly play starwars...I got my Jedi...Me So Happy. Zach comes home tomorrow...well he will be home at like 3:30am so yeah...anyways love yall. peace.
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[11 Feb 2006|02:30pm] |
I've realized that my biggest fear (aside from falling) being alone, isn't ever going to happen and no longer a fear. Even if years from now im single, with no kids, I still wont me alone. I have my friends. My best friends. The ones who really matter who love me despite the ditsy blonde bitch I can be. Julie, Zach, Jay, Vikki, and Tara, you all are my sanity, the ones, who no matter what are always there. I love you guys so much. There are others who I hold just as close but I don't get to see, you know who you are, and I love you.
Now I will say my biggest fear is losing any of those people. Im so afraid that I am so close to losing one of them it scares me. Cause I love them very much, and they quickly became a part of my daily living. If I lose you, I won't know what to do. Same goes for the rest of you. [
Blah, I don't know what Im rambling about, just thinking a lot today.
Talked to Jay today, that made my day and made me smile. He's such a goof ball.
Zach's going to P.A. on some personal business so Ill be a tad bit more available than I usually am.
I was supposed to have my first surgery for my stomach yesterday and well that didnt happen due to my extradorniary ability to throw up food....that i had eaten almost 9 hrs before hand which meant it should have been out of my stomach....drank a bunch of fizzy shit and barium instead....JOY THAT WAS FUN!
Oh yeah one more thing that pisses me off:
Why can't people understand that a male and a female can be best friends w/o sleeping together...sure he may be a dick in a glass case (lol j/k) but good lord....
People also need to understand that fat people can have hot as hell best friends and not be fuckin em either...pisses me off...cause it's cause of me that this said person is getting shit....*rolls eyes* wtfever
/end rant
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| Happy Graduation Day Larry. |
[02 Feb 2006|12:27pm] |
Larry graduated from bootcamp/AIT today. And because of stupid doctors appointments I couldnt be there....I am so aggervated. I would have loved to see him graduate. Oh well the important thing is Sarah and his family got to see him.
Oh well. Im out. gotta work.
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[22 Jan 2006|02:21pm] |
hey all whats up? Nothin here. I know i havent been posting in a while but in the past month i've been able to hang out with my other best friend(the completion of the 3 musketeers with me n julie) Zach. Keepin busy and out of the house....ROCKS....so yeah been hangin out with tara as well.
Also started getting sick friday.....and it hit hard core today....thought maybe it was just my allergies but im on my inahler way to much (havent used it in 4 monts so yeah) and my brother just got home from the hospital and the fucker has pnemonia.....*prays to god i dont end up with that* I mean for real....my body doesnt handle being sicke well at all....
oh well im gunna go take a bath and take my meds so I can watch the steelers game today at 3!!!!
Some one come see me and keep me company!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
much love.
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[17 Jan 2006|11:18pm] |
- In 1982 Time Magazine named Chrissy its 'Man of the Year'.
- Scientists have discovered that Chrissy can smell the presence of autism in children.
- Chrissy does not have toes.
- Chrissy is born white; her pink feathers are caused by pigments in her typical diet of shrimp.
- There are six towns named Chrissy in the United States!
- There are 336 dimples on Chrissy.
- The most dangerous form of Chrissy is the bicycle.
- Half a cup of Chrissy contains only seventeen calories.
- Some hotels in Las Vegas have Chrissy floating in their swimming pools!
- Europe is the only continent that lacks Chrissy.
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[13 Jan 2006|05:23am] |
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ya know its great when ur mother believes ur brother when he tells her that your a coke head...and I just passed a drug test for management.....wtf and now shes trying to keep me from getting to school?!?!? WTF fuck this
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| I have come to the conclusion |
[07 Jan 2006|11:38am] |
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That no matter how great of a guy I meet, and how awesome he is to me, as soon as something better looking or "more freakish" or more what ever comes along I will get dropped like a fly, and this pisses me off.
I am so tired of being the "Good friend" to every one. Yes I like knowing that these guys trust me with everything and love me for me, but why, when it comes down to the next step (cause trust me some of them have come that far) they run....
i have just 4 words
"I'M TOTALLY OVER IT
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| I have this habbit |
[07 Jan 2006|12:53am] |
Of getting my self into dangerous situations.....
To sum up how I am going to handle it....well no one can say it better than Mimi and Roger:
Trusting Desire starting to learn.
Walking thru fire with out a burn.
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